Ambition: A Well. Balanced. Life.
I've been clocking MINUTES of my activities on the daily. It looks like a big white piece of reading rainbow teacher paper meets a diverse ordered action Sharpie party (on best behaviour...the Ruler is there to ensure this).
1) Piano Practice
4) Physical Activity
5) Website biz
And if an 8 hour day commitment to music as my Job with a capital J, it all comes back to Discernment and Values.
Like where's the spot for:
I ask this because I wonder, what am I ambitious for? Because ambition, though I admire it's FIRE, often not only stokes my drive but my anxiety/panic ticker... and what's the point in that.
Especially, ESPECIALLY, with what we are all awake to right now, politically. And everything is political.
What is my stance then? Well... to show up to the work. TO ALL OF THE WORK. the work of being an artist human creature woman.
....and trust me... there is a fear that the word Balance sounds like an apology, like a throwing in the towel, like a wet blanket. And this is what I am then curious about. What is old school wiring and what is the real true humanity calling.